let's slow down a little... please

everything is going a bit too fast... and i mean everything. even in real life i seem to be unable to escape the fast paced nature of it all.

it definitely doesnt help that im a senior this year. not only do i have to deal with my actual classes, im also tasked with planning for the future when i haven't thought about it 100%. like i know possible careers but colleges... well i'll pretend like i have.

i was about to unironically list colleges but maybe i *shouldn't dox myself!!

and online.. well things happen fast anyway but specifically in the past few years, its almost like i cant keep up with everything. tbf i probably dont need to but im a bit curious...

i hate this fast paced nightmare

and also i dont get how people want to grow up so bad but thats a whole other topic.

ok bye its 2am rn and i dont have the most coherent thoughts